The story is seen from a man's point of view, from boyhood to manhood. It starts with William Mackenzie who is 85 years old, and he is dying because he has cancer.

In his long exciting life he was a policeman, artist, musician and Author, as well as a sailor and diver.

All his life right from the very start he loved the female sex and had many exciting relationships.

As the morphine is pumped into his veins he starts to remember the very first day he discovered girls are a lot different to boys, not only in body but mind as well.

This first book in the series takes you from his early childhood to age 19, and is quite explicit about his sexual relationships and being abused as a child.

William is determined that this will be his last book before he dies, but not for anyone else, for him alone, for this book will be written in his mind. He can see the paper and pen in his head and he has already started writing. Take an exclusive look into what he has to say and be amazed, shocked and excited.